Sunday, January 2, 2011
Today...
Today I have been plagued with internal questions; they are haunting and are questions I cannot answer. Today I am broken, today I am lost, today I am numb. I want to keep faith, I want to trust this will happen but 20 heartbreaks later, I feel my faith slowly slipping away. I am devastated and I don't understand what I did to deserve this pain. Crying is supposed to heal your soul but today it feels as though it has just widened the wound. I will be ok, just not today. Today I need to be sad, today I need to feel it, today I need to question and today I need to lose my faith. Today is my weakness but tomorrow will be a new day. Tomorrow will bring renewed hope.
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This is beautiful! It is important to go through all of these emotions. I love that you embrace them. It's just like the poem you love about a reason, a season or a lifetime...such is the same with trials. This will pass. Love you!
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